Taking inventory of his life Seeing snapshots chronologically in line Something told him he should look around and tidy up He collected many things but never quite enough Tried looking at it from a new perspective Flat on his back but he still heard the directive Orders from that corner where that shadow always lived Never asked permission he just hopes that they'd forgive I don't wanna go like this At least let me clean my room I don't wanna leave like this Cause the last thing I want to do Is make my people make decisions Wondering what to do Should I keep it on display Or redecorate? Blankets over mirrors she tends to like it She's not afraid of her reflection But of what she might see behind it She had plans to change her name Just not the traditional way Haunted by a couple big mistakes She covers all the dents with the way she decorates Then one night she got a call with no blankets on her bed So she ripped them off the mirror, stepped back and she said I don't wanna go like this At least let me clean my room I don't wanna leave like this Cause the last thing I want to do Is make my people make decisions Wondering what to do Should I keep it on display Or redecorate? With the bells and the whistles scaled back like an isolated track And he feels trapped when he's not inebriated Fair to say he's fairly sedated Most days of the week he might've made it If he lived on a different street I would be Scared, back and isolated He says he likes an open schedule but he mostly hates it If you're running to his room Take a breath before you break in Put your ear up to the door Tell me can you hear him saying I don't wanna go like this At least let me clean my room I don't wanna leave like this Cause the last thing I want to do Is make my people make decisions Wondering what to do Should I keep it on display Or redecorate? I don't wanna go like this At least let me clean my room I don't wanna leave like this Cause the last thing I want to do Is make my people make decisions Wondering what to do Should I keep it on display Or redecorate? Or redecorate? Or redecorate? Or redecorate? Or redecorate?