I want to go back to when I loved you But did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? Cause growing up, didn't have a voice, didn't have a choice, just got away with it But did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? I want to make you proud, words leave my mouth, but they don't get through to you Even holding on a paper, I stuck it to your door, still couldn't get through to you Not sure where to go from here, do we end it all, do we persevere? Oh no, oh no I'm so confused, I'm lost with you, so lost with you I'm so confused, I'm lost for words, I'm lost with you I want to go back to when I loved you But did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? Cause growing up, didn't have a voice, didn't have a choice, just got away with it But did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? I got questions, I'm tryna figure out Do you hear me when I speak? I feel like you shut me out You had to mention, I've been breaking rules I used to feel bad and get all nervous, just leaving you make me a bad person I'm so confused, I'm lost with you, so lost with you I'm so confused, I'm lost for words, I'm lost with you I want to go back to when I loved you But did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? Cause growing up, didn't have a voice, didn't have a choice, just got away with it But did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? Or was I just playing the game? Did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? Do you hear me calling, crying for help? Or you sitting back watching me suffer, when you say we shouldn't love one another? I'm calling, crying for help Or you sitting back watching me suffer, when you say we shouldn't love one another? Back to when I loved you But did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? Cause growing up, didn't have a voice, didn't have a choice, just got away with it But did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? Or was I just playing the game? Or was I just playing the game? Did I ever really love you, or was I just playing the game? Thanks for watching!