Yeah, lost my n***a in a gunfight Before he died he told me he don't feel rightThey could take away a n***a when it feels like This is living, this is real lifeSometimes you lose your body but you still fight Sometimes you lose your body cause you don't fightI can show you what it feels like This is living, this is real lifeMan I knew that I had a dream but I can't even go to sleepEvery night I'm wide awake, I'm always working for the sleepLost my n***a I remember, couldn't even go to sleepI can't stand my feelings, mad at murder, got me feeling weakWhy you catch your body, tell me what you gotta do with itCan't believe this is my n***a life, it was some stupid ***Why he gotta be the one, I'm feeling really crazy I can't seem to find the clarity, this *** is really hazySwear to God, won't hesitate to pull the f***ing trigger for my dogWon't hesitate to pull the f***ing trigger for my plugStick it with my brothers cause we all we ever gotAnd if it's done to murder then my n***a got a shotNow they worried vengeance but the feeling never broughtI know forgiveness was the message, gotta push it topTreat me like a blessing and I know I got a lotI won't forget the saying, lift the vengeance up to GodLost my n***a in a gunfight Before he died he told me he don't feel rightThey could take away a n***a when it feels rightThis is living, this is real life Sometimes you lose a bottle but you still fightSometimes you lose a bottle cause you don't fightI can show you what it feels like This is living, this is real lifeLet me tell you something you already knowThe world ain't all sunshine and rainbowsIt's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you areIt won't beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let itYou, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as lifeBut it ain't about how hard you hit It's about how hard you can get hitAnd keep moving