I remember driving, and the smell of rain, and your hands out the window, flying like a plane.
I remember smiling, and staring at your face, like, like it would disappear, if I blinked, or looked away, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Old head cream, your sack dress, won't let me go just yet.
I remember sitting, when your folks pulled out couch, you kept saying it was cold, I was staring at your mouth.
And the more I read about memory, the less I pay mind, it's just a story, that we tell ourselves, almost, a lullaby, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And the more I leave your eyes, and the TV glow, then will not let me go.
And I know we have our reasons why, but I can't hold them in my mind.
Yeah, no, we have.
There are reasons why
Instead I
I remember watching
You cross the room
I knew all your friends
I did not know you
And when you said your name
I felt vaguely sick
And the whole world swung beneath us
I loved you so quick
You smiled and turned your head
I can't get free of it
And I know we had our reasons why
But I cannot hold them in my mind
And only in some real bad times
But I cannot hold them in my mind
In my mind
In my mind
In my mind
In my mind