Watch your friend baptize her daughter in the river
Talk amongst themselves what was lost in the flood
Sitting barefoot on the porch of your parents' ruined doorstep
Rag up to your nose holding back the blood
Eight years away to come home to this
Getting smashed up in the basement
In the silence there you thought You
might have lost your chance at heaven
But if everyone's gone in rapture
Would you want to get better?
You had dreams of living in New York Like one of the skinny ones
But you pawned a few of them off and then met a man out west
Now your pale skin catches fire No matter how deep you feel buried
That hatred in the mirror you can't express
But now there's wrinkles on your forehead
The city's too expensive You hear everyone laughing like
You're still that awkward kid If everyone's gone in rapture
Why don't you want to get better?
You are never before
So don't waste your grief on fools
The pain is everywhere
If you go looking
The pain is everywhere
Say it, come find me
The pain is everywhere
Why are you searching?
The pain is everywhere
The pain is everywhere
If everyone's gone in
rapture
Why don't you want to get better?
You are never before
So don't waste your grief on fools
If everyone's gone in
rapture
The pain is everywhere
Why don't you want to get better?
The pain is everywhere
If everyone's gone in
rapture The pain is everywhere
Why don't you want to get better?
If everyone's gone in rapture
But you didn't want to get better