It's garbage as art And then there comes a period Where you've just gone through enough and the space starts to that little blue sky starts to develop and you start to Identify with the blue sky instead of the cloud you flicker at first And then you start to release and often in the release there is a closing of the heart because you don't want to get hurt again and And you've got to allow that that's still a part of the grief reaction And a lot of you are still holding on to grief from previous hurts And then comes the time When you start to realize you'd rather be vulnerable and be hurt than be living dead