Why I treat my brother like he ain't my only brother Why I gotta treat my manager like I'm above her Why I gotta get so intimate with all my lovers Why I gotta cheat and make her question if I love her Why am I so flawed Why am I so skeptical of God Why do I pretend like I didn't see it when I saw it Why am I so bold to double back when I've been caught Why am I not the superhero I thought Or as perfect as these diamonds I bought When did I start texting so dry When did I become this type of a guy When did the text you sent me stop getting replies What if things don't turn out how I planned them I wanna be more than just a random What if all these people in my life go Danny Phantom I'm sick of down to earth I wanna throw tantrums I'm sick of these lil' raps I wanna make anthems You feel me It's either you or it's my schedule Y'all both can't be demanding I keep you under wraps She told your mom it's for my branding I hope she's understanding What if I don't meet her expectations What if I don't reach my destination What if I don't live up to the hype despite all my dedication Why you think I'm scared to take vacations What am I supposed to do Assume her accusations aren't true because I'm close to you Who should I believe, is it her Just cause it happens so commonly The masses never heard your boy rapping so honestly What makes you think that I'd rather have backpackers applauding me Why do I feel I need approval from all my skeptics When I fill arenas up with a passionate following When that's actually all I need But what if they stop caring about me What if they stop swearing by me What if they stop riding for me How they used to do before I was in front of everybody What if they went and found some new kid that got an air about him How many people in this town follow my whereabouts And what would I say with a barrel aimed at me staring down at him I rep the state but do they care about me in Barron County