i said i wasn't gonna care anymore but tell me how can i when my heart's still so sore i find it hard to brush things off i find it hard not to *** *** up i don't wanna hurt no more someone please make it stop i'm staring in the mirror vision's blurry but it's clear now time to pull the trigger i'm tryna break through you're tryna break down i'm sorry to tell you but you're in my way now i cannot trust you i mean why should i want to now that i see through i see you're the issue not trusting myself was my biggest mistake don't know why i took so long to see it's all fake all they do is talk and talk and it's just so crazy to me cause i would keep my mouth shut if my words were that empty baby you've been cancelled go and take all of your damage i'm tryna break through you're tryna break down i'm sorry to tell you but you're in my way now i cannot trust you i mean why should i want to don't have no time to panic i need to cross the atlantic hide your demons in the attic