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Sorry didn't mean to get so dark
Maybe I'm an alien, earth is hard
Sometimes I don't trust the way I feel
On my Instagram, talking bout I'm healed
Worrying if I still got *** appeal
Hoping that I don't drive off this hill
When we make a love, I wanna be there
And I wanna feel you pulling my hair
And believe the words you say in my ear
Gotta go outside, I need some air
I want to, want to, want to touch you
Want to touch you
But my fingertips are numb
I want to, want to, want to love you
Want to love you
But my chest is tight enough
I want to, want to, want to feel like I could chill
And I have to leave this restaurant
Wish I could be like everyone
But I'm not like anyone
Feeling like a psycho freak sometimes
Trying to get connected, no Wi-Fi
Tell me that you love me, are you lying?
Give me lemonade, I give you limes
Huh?
Only here
Feels like a house of cards
Blink and the fairytale falls apart
Sorry, didn't mean to get so dark
Maybe I'm an alien, the earth is hard
Feeling like a psycho freak, freak, freak
Feeling like a psycho freak, freak, freak
Sorry, couldn't focus on the movie
Everybody says they miss the old me
I've been on this ride since I was 50
I don't blame the girls for how I'm feeling


It went down, down, thinking out loud
In the bathroom, all my friends laugh on the couch
Wow, moment's gone now
Know you wanna stay, but I think I gotta leave right now
I want to, want to, want to touch you, want to touch you
But my fingertips are numb
I want to, want to, want to love you, want to love you
But my chest is tight enough
I want to, want to, want to feel like I could chill
I have to leave this restaurant
Where I could be like everyone
But I'm not like anyone
Feeling like a psycho freak sometimes
Trying to get connected, no Wi-Fi
Told me that you love me, are you lying?
Give me lemonade, I'd give you lines
House on the hills is a house of cards
Blink and the fairy tale falls apart
Sorry, didn't mean to get so dark
Baby, I'm an alien, the earth is hard
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Feeling like a psycho freak, freak, freak
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Feeling like a psycho freak, freak, freak
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