I never had a prom, Instead I broke down in my car, I guess it took twenty to know that I cared all along, We never went on a date, Quarantine made sure that I was too late, Now you're with other guys, I didn't know it was a race, Wish it could all *** slow down, Speeding up knowing I've made a start, Finding out I'm just your weak spot, Why can't I just change? I'm so sick of my chains, How the hell did I end up in my parents' house? Everybody my age has already moved on, I never learned to drive, I didn't break down in my car, that's a lie, I rode just to feel like I'm living a normal life, We never went all the way, I said I'd move slow and you said that's okay, But it's not when my youth feels like lies and I'm falling behind, Wish it could all *** slow down, Don't even know my own heart now, Too soon it isn't a far off, Why can't I just change? I'm so sick of my chains, How the hell has this year already flown by? And I'll be the last of my friends to die