Two revolutions around the sun Avoiding women, really everyone Feeling guilt and a horrible burden So distressing, endlessly yearning Suicidal thoughts ruin the fun Crouch away, yeah, suck in the mud Toss the feelings, taking over my heart Wishing I could move on, yeah, that wouldn't be a start All I really want to say is you'll always mean the world to me The amount of pain you cause is really close to infinity I need to move on and try to learn to love again Can't finally accept that with you I'm at the end Got bubble tea with a dear friend Wasn't a day my feelings aren't pretend The rest of the year was somewhat a daze Didn't really feel like dealing with our fate You were beautiful inside and out They helped me process a lot Bleeding out my heart, avoiding the shots Then Hubert told me what you really thought All I really want to say is you'll always mean the world to me The amount of pain you cause is really close to infinity I need to move on and try to learn to love again Can't finally accept that with you I'm at the end Stay up wondering why you hate me Knowing that we'll never be dating You're a lovely woman, it's so aggravating I don't like the way that I'm feeling Been spending two years concealing I couldn't get you out of my mind Hovering range, trying to run out of time Your complete lack of empathy makes you so blind My mind is spinning, my sanity is hazy I hate what you did to me All I really want to say is you'll always be beautiful to me The amount of agony I cause was close to infinity It's time to move on and try and learn to love again It kills me to say that with you I'm at the end Thanks for watching!