I hate the mall, I hate the public I hate the sun, my eyes are burnin' I hate my friends, I don't deserve them I hate their love, no, I'm not worthy I hate their love, I'm suffocating In my own casket, cover the casing I love my mom, but she's too perfect I hate the fact, I'm always hurting I wanna hide, I am a burden I wanna hide, I am a burden I hate the school, I kept on flunking Maybe I'm stupid, maybe I'm learning I tried, I tried I can't be what you want me to be I tried, I tried I can't be what you want me to be I like the hospital, they understand me there They kept my hands tight, police car took me there I made some new friends, I heard some stories I know I'm not a failure, at least I'm going Where am I going? I'm on my own path, I am still growing I'll be my own man soon, soon All this guilt inside my brain, it's gon' kill me Tryna feel alright, my pain won't leave me I've been blessed and cursed at birth With my feelings all this *** I hate this ***, is it real? Is it real? Man, got my little brother here He's just like me, you can try again with him Please don't hate me, no, no I tried, I tried I can't be what you want me to be I tried, I tried I can't be what you want me to be I tried, I tried I can't be what you want me to be I tried, I tried