Drunk again at 6 p.m. Beautiful, ugly weekend Stayin' out and sleepin' in Lovin' when my girlfriend calls me a cocksuckin' faggot Writin' rock and roll lyrics On the back of matchbooks for garage ballets Like I'm no self-reference Turnin' metal decadence just to feel good, right? Love a good cheap whine When a friend with a free laugh You'll think, think, think Thanks for the rent I'm a little bit high And the drugs you send Came just in time I pay it back I swear I'm mad It's never been easy And you know how hard it gets sometimes But I'm drawn to the light In the reckless skyline Of the painting night . . . I used to be ashamed But I just bounced in flames In the painting night Yeah, I'm drawn to the light In the reckless skyline Of the painting night Love a good cheap whine When a friend with a free laugh