Am I looking for a light that's, it's just not on, it's just not there Or am I looking for a lover, in the arms of, someone who don't care Or am I looking for a future, where there might not even be an hour Am I trying to buy a house that's, gonna burn down Just tell me what it is, what it's not Just tell me are we on our way off Cause 44 years are always such, a long way down You're drinking and it's really late at night That's when you're gonna change your mind But if we're better off alone Why don't you pick up your phone Why don't you pick up your phone Is it love, is it strangers I can feel the danger, if we leave it in between Are we lost, are we fine, don't wanna wait around Till matches meet the gasoline Trying to go, trying to stay We're getting nowhere, going both ways So tired of the guessing Well just tell me what it is, what it's not Just tell me are we on our way off Cause 44 years are always such, a long way down You're drinking and it's really late at night That's when you're gonna change your mind But if we're better off alone Why don't you pick up your phone Why don't you pick up your phone So just tell me what it is, what it's not Just tell me are we on our way off Cause 44 years are always such, a long way down You're drinking and it's really late at night That's when you're gonna change your mind But if we're better off alone Why don't you pick up your phone Why don't you pick up your phone