I took a Mazda to California Friends might text but they don't come through Stone cold mug like a walk-in coma Bloodshot eyes try to hide my mood Cause I'm so done Ain't had a house in a whole month Sign up for lice cause I throw love Thrown up, I think my vice got control of Every pipe dream that I might try to hold up Mom, come pick me up All the kids here are doing drugs And I'm tired and alone And no matter who misses home And I think these pills don't pick me up Catching my tears in solo cups And I'm casually close To leaving you all alone I mean that I'm overstimulated Serotonin levels a dip and I need ventilation See my face inside of my drink while overmedicating Home was the air inside my lungs, I miss my intubation Just something else I left behind to catch a dream I'm chasing I bite my tongue with my hand up Weigh down my options like I forgot how to stand up Man up, swallow your pride like it's Fanta Cause life shatters dreams like a dad shatters Santa Mom, come pick me up All the kids here are doing drugs And I'm tired and alone And no matter who misses home And I think these pills don't pick me up Catching my tears in solo cups And I'm casually close To leaving you all alone I mean that I'm casually close