Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry Why don't I just tell him goodbye?
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change But it's okay, I'll disguise the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone They say I'm brainwashed, but I'm in love
With this man, yeah
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you, I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream? No way, no way, no way, no way
No way, no way, no way
But if it's from you, I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Sometimes I keep it cool, sometimes I let him know Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone They say I'm brainwashed, but I'm in love
With this man, oh
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you, I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream? No way, no way, no way, no way
No way, no way, no way
But if it's from you, I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not Can't see a way to leave, help me open
I keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you, I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you, I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream? No way, no way, no way, no way
No way, no way, no way
But if it's from you, I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
No way, no way, no way, no way No way, no way, no way
But if it's from you, I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
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