You said I had to clear out my head But tonight I think I lost the plot instead I said that I'd be cleared out by three To the walls, I know they'd listen to me My teachers always called it a shame They say I don't have passion, they say I aim As I did a few years before They don't see the light there anymore They call it fab, but they're the outside looking And I mean they can't understand And they don't cope with everything When I open my heart in front of my friends Finally, it was not what I thought Cause they're not there anymore I called my dad, he told me there's no room for me Down at the house that we had You knew I did it as a dream Now that my family's gone I'm lost as far as I can see I think they love me, I'm sure But they're not there anymore They say I don't have passion, they say I aim I break in them and hope they always stay I never wanted them to end this way And now I have to cover all my fears They don't want the problems that I bring They call it fab, but they're the outside looking And I mean they can't understand And they don't cope with everything When I open my heart in front of my friends Finally, it was not what I thought Cause they're not there anymore They say I don't have passion, they say I aim I break in them and hope they always stay I never wanted them to end this way They call it fab, but they're the outside looking And I mean they can't understand And they don't cope with everything When I open my heart in front of my friends Finally, it was not what I thought Cause they're not there anymore I called my dad, he told me there's no room for me Down at the house that we had When we were living as a three Now that my family's gone, I'm lost as far as I can see They may love me, I'm sure, but they're not there anymore