Death Death I never thought that death Would feel so cold Blood is still on my lips Shattered bones and broken lips Heart is rusted, no sound left Cold alone inside Can't see Deserted from a prison Fallen out of the body Conscious, ambiguous Lost, undefined Losing reality Seeking existence Seeking the running The self and the I No where, no I No one, I am Conscious, the cold Suffocating, confused Gone from the body Existing in nothing Seeking a feeling The self and the I Purpose Was it worth it? Was I worthless? Purposeless, the leading I'll do this *** Painting Tell me the reason for my being Tell me the reason I'm still thinking Tell me the reason I'm not I'm not, I'm not an undisciplined So crafted, open-minded like this So paralyzed, open-minded like this And what's the reason? Is my life just to be patronized? Did I arise to be patronized? Inevitable death, did I conclude? Did I conclude I'm still thinking? Did I assume I am wasting? Tell me what's next Will I be convinced? The end, will I pass on? I threw away all my years, never thought To be anything but a man I threw away all my life, never thought That there's just a hand I surrender to fate Heart stops, I feel a pain within Trying to scream, but my lungs give out I'm only searching for reaching the end Twisting, decimated bones My demise, they cut out the wound As I slip away and tremble into me Right now, my last breath is taking me Right now, my destiny awaits me