I'm sorry I'm so depressed I've got some trauma repressed
I'm working with a therapist to try and deconstruct it
I'm getting *** on my chest I'm trusting in the process
I'm learning self-acceptance but this *** takes time
While I am feeling the pains of growing
And I
Am healing
But time is slowing down
And I wonder how much longer this will take
It's been years and still I wonder
If I'll ever reach a break
Ooh
Ooh
When you're gonna leave
You're tired of my problems
You keep trying to solve them
You're feeling overburdened by the stress
I put you through
You wish I could be better, like when we got together
You're pushing me for progress but you're not seeing results
Well I am feeling the pains of growing
And I am healing
Time is slowing down and you wonder
If I'll ever be the same as before
And now I'm scared because I know
That I had
changed
Will you love me still?
Pains are growing
Pains are growing
Pains are growing
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Pains are growing
Me
Pains are growing
Me
Pains are growing
Me
Pains are growing
Me
Pains are growing
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah