What they loving when I'm gone isn't worth it My materials on sale for you to purchase You didn't answer that phone call so was it worth it? Popping pills block out the voicings that were hurting They'll never ease that pain, have a world for you to gain Past lies have you stained, why the world said you changed but you elevated? Past women coming back sharing petty cases Eyes filled up with rage but you still gave in Felt things would be different, these hoes ain't changing Might compile what the thoughts, why your soul sinking? Looking up screaming, why are my demons remaining? Then I fell to my knees, let them notice me You see I'm crying, not for help, let me plant the seed No more headaches, too much pain, let me get a drink Glossy eyes, cloud my mind, pray on over time What they love isn't meant for me Tired of being single, saying that she meant for me She just here for gas, trying to get her bags Tell the girl she got me, why she smirking, then she laughs Women need love, niggas need it too Tell me fake hoes ain't staying in Pratu Gotta love myself before I love somebody else Trying to settle down before I reach all the wealth And not all day the riding, I just focus on myself Tired of lies, tired of cheats, just tired of being discreet Guess it's karma, felt she lurking, said she after me Tell her free me from these chains, so I spread my wings Can't escape the bird box, I wish that I could see Only way I make it through, if you follow me I just need your help to set me free I be the lead, ain't no young cuz it's me I don't do relationships cuz that ain't meant for me I'm overthinking again These words inside of my head Repeated, repeated I'm overthinking again These words inside of my head They never, they never end