We kept wishing our lives away on a fairy tale or something like thatBut never could have guessed the time would have moved so fastThe first hit like a cigarette, after months away and you crave that feelingNow I'll never forget how it felt on the lastLess than twenty hours later, you were sitting in my roomTaking names like ping-pong starsStrangers, and you had everything to proveYou said you liked it better, I'm a budget-breakingI told you I've got nothing left to loseAnd just like that, I found the cracks that I've been hitting and inflatingThat night I was wide awakeDust in the faceFingerprints when I should have been sleepingAnd all the outlines you put up had slightly blurredAnd at the start it looked a lot like loveIn the end, I don't remember muchBut I still picture you the way you wereCause that's the way we always wereBarely more than four weeksAfter you were laying in my coldMy day before the next disasterAs if the last month had passedI said I've gotten sick of all this distanceYou told me that you'll never be too farHow things change, it's been a decadeAnd now I don't know where you areThere's no point pretending cause I'm not forgettingAnd yet the dust is still on my handsCause I was trying to fire in the back of the ambulanceAnd the police stationAnd that was the catalyst to all our runs since thenEvery now and then I find a photoAlmost seen in the newsHidden in a photo somewhereThat I thought had disappearedIt tells me that no matter how hard I tryA piece of me will never let it goAnd even with the best intentionsI'll miss the bright spots of this coastI'll stay the way I amAs long as we continue tryingWith you and your loved ones