I've been waiting wide awake for the waves to come and take, take me right to you One hundred bottles of the good *** couldn't even bring you back, what am I to do? Feel like I'm circling the drain, all I see is the remains of an ugly truth One hundred models I could follow all the way to hell and back but they can't replace you They can't replace you I was putting up for you like a jersey, what I didn't know then couldn't hurt me Never thought that you'd go and do me dirty, let me in the cold but on the inside I was burning But this is the way it goes, wish that I could have control, everybody dies alone Save my breath, but I lost faith a long time ago Dream nightmares, I guess we're getting used to losing hope I don't even wonder why you don't answer when I call your name Are you on the other side, will you save us or will you run away? I'm still waiting wide awake for the waves to come and take, take me right to you One hundred vials of denial, I know they won't bring you back, what am I to do? You're my alibi and motive when I'm lying to myself for the ugly truth We're no strangers to the flame, we will never be the same if we make it through My back is up against the wall, but I used to feel invisible Yeah it was us against the world, but somehow someway the tables turned I remember back then, play my cards but you weren't my best hand Still you keep me guessing, wonder if I'll ever get the message Save my breath, but I lost faith a long time ago Dream nightmares, I guess we're getting used to losing hope I don't even wonder why you don't answer when I call your name Are you on the other side, will you save us or will you run away?