In time, I'll be honest and by myself As I sit and touch my knee with someone else And I wish that you could feel how it feels Knowing how I am just ain't wanting it on yourself Honestly, you never needed this Now you got more that you're dealing with I'm just a burden, I know that I just wish that I could go back Funny how everything changes Old feelings, new faces This ain't home, it's where you make it Resided in you, now it's vacant Cause every single day, I wanna blame myself When you ain't sleeping over somewhere else Every single day, you see my colors fade Numbness, I pixel out, you have it thrown away And I can see the pain when you see my face It can cause you trouble and change your faith Every single day, you see my colors fade Numbness, I pixel out, you have it thrown away Now you gotta keep it all in like it's all good But everything changed when you left me in Oakwood If you could take it back, I know you would Won't throw me away, but you know you should Tell me what's real, is it all in my head? Every night, every word that I said As they move on, but I'm better off dead How can I sleep when I'm next to your bed? How can you keep me confined in a frame? Memories fade and the faces all change But I still live in your head, so I stay Next to your bed, watch me wither away Cause every single day, I wanna blame myself When you ain't sleeping over somewhere else Every single day, you see my colors fade Numbness, I pixel out, you have it thrown away And I can see the pain when you see my face It can cause you trouble and change your faith Every single day, you see my colors fade Numbness, I pixel out, you have it thrown away Like ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh