Most times, I don't really give myself credit I built a lot for myself in this wild game
And when they said that I was never gonna make it
Didn't ever get discouraged I just pushed it and I'm still playin'
Like I don't go home yet Ain't no point when I'm there
I don't get no rest And I've been ready to die
Like I don't care what's next Mother***er, you can take the stress
*** that and everyone talkin' I kinda mess it till I bust back
I'm bout to be next in rotation, ain't talkin' buff pass
They been gettin' high on the *** that I spit so much
That they callin' it drug rap, yeah Elevatin' and I can't come down
When I was younger, they would joke and say I can't come round
And when I step onto the stage and pull the cameras out
Like, mother***er, who's laughin' now, huh?
Givin' it all I got and I'm feelin' lately I gotta be
On top of my ***in' game to prove anybody who doubted me is wrong
When they be judgin', actin' like I'm not allowed to be myself
I know they don't support that individuality I'm balancing the love and the limit of what I'm bound to be
I'm bout to be on top of the bottom, so callin' out to me
The boundaries are pushin' while tryin' to be happy
We never see a focus on the ones who hate more than the ones who're proud of me
Now they're tellin' me I'm *** up
Okay, tell me somethin' that I don't know
Ten months spent in therapy, searchin' a couple thousand dollars later
And I still been feelin' so low
So *** that, I'll be dancin' on the edge, kid
Tell my girl that I'm back off the meds, yeah
And Godspeed to anybody who want it with me
When I'm tryin' to write to get my head clear
This ***'ll kill you if you let it
But what's one more minute, huh?
They gon' sit and watch you while you come undone
I've got no one left around to hold me up
So *** what they said, you hatin' me now
Just wait till I'm finished
Breakin' down to never make it out
So what's one more minute, huh?
And they gon' try their best to break your soul
Fake the friendships, take what they can get and they go
You're on your own, if you thinkin' that the music is hard
Just try puttin' on a smile while you're fallin' apart, yeah
And everybody that you know is actin' two-faced
Showin' up, but they waitin' for you to break down
Tellin' me that your hope would be doin' great
And it's funny, cause back in the day, all y'all would hate
It's funny gettin' too close, and this *** is too real
They gon' always come around knockin'
I don't need y'all to weigh on my soul
I ain't answerin' the door with a phone, y'all can keep callin'
I'm feelin' it growin', know it's dangerous
I watch the followers and numbers of love multiply
And that's a trade-off for everything that I give
Cause there's really some days where I start to miss my older life
Yeah, it's real facts
And the career doin' well, I just feel bad
Mental health goin' down the drain
And I'm afraid I'm givin' time that I know I'll never get back
And the money don't fix it great
But you can't afford to know your limits
And every sign tellin' me I should stop
But hey, I made it this far, what's one more minute?
They gon' sit and watch you while you come undone
I've got no one left around to hold me up
So *** what they said, you hatin' me now
Just wait till I'm finished
Breakin' down, I never make it out
So what's one more minute, huh?
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