Goddamn, this pressure is having me feeling frustrated And all this bad weather following me like we're dating Trying to be what they dream, what they fantasize And still be me, me, myself at the same *** time And man, it's never been like this, I'm feeling so faded And not in a good way that you get from drinking and jamming Trying to see where life leads, what the future lies Anxiety all on me, keeping me up at night It's already rough dealing with this stuff Don't know if I'll move up, am I good to know? One step at a time I've got to lighten up, stop being so tough But will I make it up the way I dreamt of? Will I ever find it? But you see, you won't find what I look inside All these things on your mind, just always the same And I don't know if I'll ever succeed I just want you proud of me, oh But you see, you won't find what I look inside All these things on your mind, just always the same One thing I promise, I'll make you happy Don't forget that I will never give up ***, it's been a week, only felt like a one day Trying to get some sleep, time itself keeps on warping You and me, just ain't working right Just like that, what a day it is to realize Never calling back, pretty whack, that's my forte Trying to get the stack, clad in racks, but the right way All my love, working overtime And for what? Just to feel like I done missed my prime It's already rough dealing with this stuff Don't know if I'll move up, am I good to know? One step at a time I've got to lighten up, stop being so tough But will I make it up the way I dreamt of? Will I ever find it? Will I ever find it? But you see, you won't find what I look inside All these things on your mind, just always the same And I don't know if I'll ever succeed I just want you proud of me, oh But you see, you won't find what I look inside All these things on your mind, just always the same One thing I promise, I'll make you happy Don't forget that I will never give up But you see, you won't find what I look inside And I don't know if I'll ever succeed I just want you proud of me, up above Up above One thing I promise, I'll make you happy Don't forget that I will never give up Do you hear me? Do you hear me? Do you hear me?