I'ma bring blunts to this pain, girl I'm on a hunt for a rainbow But there ain't no port-o-go Singing me in with my brains blown I'ma get money, can't pay, sir So do as I say, sir So I still got my ex on hold, yeah, yeah That's how you do me, like I don't spit in my face Heartbroken, every single mistake I can't focus Like I'm living in shame than living in pain I think of the decisions we made, they still move me Could've died together and ride together I lied when we lied together My mind slide in the night for a Kylie Jenner I one-timed Jeff, I died, your life was better So I be out your pick, the frame is still moving Answer the shh, I blaze and stay stupid Bounce on my shh, bitch, I make music Inspire my mind to write and make movies ***, I deny a lie and chase groupies And slut that are down to *** them blaze doobies You know the ones with buns and fake booties That scream and they bout to cum when they do me Yeah, me and them went to war a lot That's probably why she wanna talk a lot Wanna fight me, then *** me, punch me, then love me And somehow she's the one that caused the cops to blaze victim No wonder I stay distant I could tell now we're all grown up I could tell she was bruised within from losing him I choose to see that she was all coaxed up When you lost that son, you lost the sun Feeling like it's my fault you lost your love Feeling like it's my fault you lost your trust Now I'm drowning in lots of drugs, it's not worth it Yeah, I heard you got a man on your wish list You're about to start a business Got your letters back in Christmas I kept the drawer with the memories and pictures Yeah, *** girl, used to get high with your sisters Never liked a fam to me Showed me what a man could be, a fam could be Ah, please shut the *** up, Jew Yeah, sometimes I'm a stalker now Check your gram, have a scan, where the stories at? Let me say, every time that I called you back You ignored all the calls, I'd applaud the fact Yeah, *** girl, used to get high with your sisters Never liked a fam to me Showed me what a man could be Ah, ***, that's twice now, shut the *** up, Jew Yeah, sometimes I'm a stalker now Check your gram, have a scan, where the stories at? Let me say, every time that I called you back And you ignored all these calls, I'd applaud the fact Cause that's what I do, I deserve that Let's get high, boo, and be burned out *** good one last time, oh please, nevermind I pretend you never heard that, *** yeah, girl Now I'm stressing what it's her bout, *** I just burned through the third pack all in one week Now I gotta do a chorus before I bring the verse back Yeah, better bring the verse back I'ma bring blunts to this pain, girl I'm on a hunt for a rainbow But there ain't no port-o-go Seeing me end with my brains blown I'ma get money, can't pay so So do as I say so I still got my ex on hold Yeah, yeah Hey mom, remember when you had triplets? And we only got twins Sometimes I wish she hadn't survived The biggest part of her life that we all gonna live, but I guess that we all got things that We locked away to block the pain I had the devil in my ear, you got a lot to say But calm down, chill, rock on a J and call your mum back I'm alone and smoke vivid Take it back the night that you told me to go get it I only see my brothers a bunch every few months And my tater alone, I know I should go visit But I'm out on the road with smoke and dope Women getting 25 racks to show the pro swishers Ten racks don't close, the bros live it Now I got the pressure and stress that goes with it Nah, *** that, I'm thinking *** this whole image They told me to never meet your artists In the end, your friends become rivals Keeping enemies close becomes vital Everything that I touch became viral Now one of these cunts just get violent In the end, I laugh and she smile like If you wanna jump me, you jump me, you won't though We don't really want no smoke, bro But I ain't hiding, she should be the postcode A third eye open like a GoPro Had him on a streak like a yo-yo But I remember when Olga passed I never got to visit and that broke my heart So Ma, please know if I die from this laugh Every night, that's my fault, I chose this path that I chose I deal with emotions hard And that's probably why I swallow these drugs And bottle it up and count on my brotherly love To do this *** for my brothers above And that's real talk I'mma burn blunts till this pain go And I'm on a hunt for the rainbow I found out that there ain't no pot of gold You'll see me end with my