Remember last week, you held on to me Now it's something different, afraid to go innocent The nonsense that I'm spilling, create divorce Ignorance of you, just something that I do I didn't mean to make you leave But I'm a child pushing for change I don't deserve, what have you heard? That life's a blur for me, it's really hurting me You had to move on, to something new Thought I'd understand But I have no clue I thought I was sweet, way back in my youth But it's over now, I'm older now My brain is bruised, messed up over you But I will get through, fifty shades of blue I know I'm upset, please don't regret The thought of ever leaving Wanted to forget you and I mean it But it keeps repeating, my friends are always heated At the thought of you that irked Cause they thought this should've worked They know I'm hurt, they really don't understand That this wasn't just in your head You had to move on, to something new Thought I'd understand But I have no clue I thought I was sweet, way back in my youth But it's over now, I'm older now How are you holding now? The smoke that you're blowing now The sink that you're holding now But I'm not here to hold you down Just here to say you're older now You had to move on, to something new Thought I'd understand But I have no clue I thought I was sweet, way back in my youth But it's over now, I'm older now I'm breaking my legs, that's how it feels And I'm telling myself, this isn't real I think I got lost in the front of the crowd It's over now, I'm older now I'm breaking my legs, that's how it feels And I'm telling myself, this isn't real I think I got lost in the front of the crowd It's over now, I'm older now