When my friends ask me, Hey Lea, are you still coming? And I say a lot around the ears, Today it will be nothing again. While I lie here alone in my bed. I want to hide, Where no one sees me. Although maybe I would like to be with them. Maybe I should have left, But now it's too late. And you call, But I don't go there, Because I can't do anything else right now. I don't want you to see me, How I'm lying here under the blanket. Am I okay? Why do I feel alone here? What's my problem? I want to get out, but I stay here. I hurt myself. Can I sleep? How are we? Am I okay? And will it ever be over? I hear myself say things, That I don't even mean. You ask me if I'm okay, I say yes and think no. I'm angry at myself, And feel so mean. When we argue again, Until someone cries, I feel so mean, Instead of telling you, That I love you. And you call, But I don't go there, Because I can't do anything else right now. I don't want you to see me, How I'm lying here under the blanket. Am I okay? Why do I feel alone here? What's my problem? I want to get out, but I stay here. I hurt myself. Can I sleep? How are we? Am I okay? And will it ever be over? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay?