I had a dream, I was torn Beautiful numbness, I tried to scream
You were gone, gave in to nothing Can't move, can't breathe
I tapped out, it's heavy Don't really know who I am right now
Used up all my wishes I'm becoming quite unstable
This ***'s barely keeping me alive
Is it all a waste of my time? Is it all made up in my mind?
Loops, I forgot where to draw that line ***, my own base in a wildfire
Is it all a waste of my time? Is it only left in my mind?
Loops, I forgot big girls don't cry So buckle up and sit tight
I'm better off on my own With no one to bother, no one to tell me I'm wrong
I've heard it enough, so I'm painting the walls Now I'm closing the gates
***, is this really how I'm feeling safe now?
Oh well, oh well
Used up all my wishes I'm becoming quite unstable
This ***'s barely keeping me alive
Is it all a waste of my time? Is it all made up in my mind?
Loops, I forgot where to draw that line ***, my own base in a wildfire
Is it all a waste of my time? Is it only left in my mind?
Loops, I forgot big girls don't cry So buckle up and sit tight
Is it all a waste of my time? Is it all made up in my mind?
Loops, I forgot where to draw that line ***, my own base in a wildfire
Is it all a waste of my time? Is it only left in my mind?
Loops, I forgot big girls don't cry So buckle up and sit tight
Is it all a waste of my time? Is it all made up in my mind?
Loops, I forgot where to draw that line ***, my own base in a wildfire
Is it all a waste of my time? Is it only left in my mind?
Loops, I forgot big girls don't cry So buckle up and sit tight