Outside the lake's a cataract, it stares up at the sky, blind to the aftermath We all attend an aimless funeral, you could say it's sad but reason has to call it beautiful So I burn my clothes, the ones I curse when I'm alone And I trace the night, an architect of shattered sky And all the things I fear, fade away with the coming year A resolution in the chaos that I made But I'm not weak, my brain's a hurricane A pain of sky and sea, but sad instead of broken Curse on me, I'm not the one who bleeds with every odyssey Our new deceit's an old perfume Amassed nostalgic times, forgotten crimes die in the fumes But Polaroids still hang in docking rooms Kids these days hold tight to each other in the womb And I shovel days into the dirt and dust and fray And I keep the score of everything I have in store Got good at feeling pain, until no obstacles remain A resolution in the chaos that I made But I'm not weak, my brain's a hurricane A pain of sky and sea, but sad instead of broken Curse on me, I'm not the one who bleeds with every odyssey Feel the weight of cold upon your shoulders from the lake The words you drop leave a bitter taste inside your mouth Whatever you have sheathed will throw itself against your teeth Until you have the guts to let it out But I'm not weak, my brain's a hurricane A pain of sky and sea, but sad instead of broken Curse on me, I'm not the one who bleeds with every bruise That blooms on me But I'm not weak, my brain's a hurricane A pain of sky and sea, but sad instead of broken Curse on me, I'm not the one who bleeds with every odyssey *