Sometimes I need some help Will they see what I see in myself? Am I wrong for selling them lies? If it feels like the way to survive I can be the good girl in quiet And I can be the first one to try it And I can take it off any like it And I can be myself but I fight it Real sick of trying to be someone else All the smiling and lying, it's only a spell And they only want me for who I can be Would I rather just show them the girl that I see? It'd be nice to be me for a change I've been living like somebody's watching Pushing through all the virtual nonsense If it's not for you, that ***'ll cost ya I've lost plenty of sleep to impostors And I can be the good girl in quiet If I want, I'll be the first one to try it And I can take it off any like it I wanna be myself but I fight it Real sick of trying to be someone else All the smiling and lying, it's only a spell And they only want me for who I can be But I'm done, I don't care cause I like who I see It'd be nice to be me for a change Thanks for watching!