Taking some time to simmer down when I'm alone
Giving my best try when I'm breathing through my nose
You don't like to open your mouth when I'm cold under my rain cloud
Turns out I'm stuck here in this never ending spiral
Oh when I look at you beside me in the open
My way of coping is to cry
But it gets me nowhere
When I dive in too deep it gets me nowhere
But I promise I'm rushing back again
Can't really catch a break and it seems like that's on me
I wanna lift you up but you won't strengthen me
Assumptions will appear in my mind and I might be out of line
How could I know the truth when everything's in my head
I write my brain to understand but I feel broken
My way of coping is to cry
But it gets me nowhere
When I dive in too deep it gets me nowhere
But I promise I'm rushing back again
Nowhere
When I dive in too deep it gets me nowhere
But I promise I'm rushing back
Back again
Just like before
Into the ocean again
Just like always
Taking some time to simmer down when I'm alone
Giving my best try when I'm breathing through my nose