Taking some time to simmer down when I'm aloneGiving my best try when I'm breathing through my noseYou don't like to open your mouth when I'm cold under my rain cloudTurns out I'm stuck here in this never ending spiralOh when I look at you beside me in the openMy way of coping is to cryBut it gets me nowhereWhen I dive in too deep it gets me nowhereBut I promise I'm rushing back againCan't really catch a break and it seems like that's on meI wanna lift you up but you won't strengthen meAssumptions will appear in my mind and I might be out of lineHow could I know the truth when everything's in my headI write my brain to understand but I feel brokenMy way of coping is to cryBut it gets me nowhereWhen I dive in too deep it gets me nowhereBut I promise I'm rushing back againNowhereWhen I dive in too deep it gets me nowhereBut I promise I'm rushing backBack againJust like beforeInto the ocean againJust like alwaysTaking some time to simmer down when I'm aloneGiving my best try when I'm breathing through my nose