Looking in the mirror again and again, wishing the reflection would tell me something I can't get a hold of myself, can't get out of the situation Walking in the streetlight, thinking about last time This time I said I would do this right, said I would never break this promise But now I'm back to counting on us We cannot be friends, cannot pretend that it makes sense We cannot be friends, cannot pretend that it makes sense Cause now I'm in it, but I've been trying to find my way back for a minute Damn, I'm in it, and I've been trying to find my way back for a minute Fuckin' all the doors to my house, I'm alone in my head But I wish you were in my bed, can't get a read on myself Gotta change the situation Something in the way that I felt when I woke up Told me that I shouldn't give in, give up hope Told me that I shouldn't fight for what I feel Told me I should not let go We cannot be friends, cannot pretend that it makes sense Cause now I'm in it, but I've been trying to find my way back for a minute Damn, I'm in it, and I've been trying to find my way back for a minute Cause now I'm in it, and I've been trying to find my way back for a minute And the rain keeps coming down, I don't wanna see this And I can't hear it, I bet I can't feel it I'm not about to count on us Took me so long to fall Now I'm in it Now I'm in it Now I'm in it Cause now I'm in it, and I've been trying to find my way back for a minute And the rain keeps coming down, I don't wanna see this And I can't hear it, I bet I can't feel it I'm not about to count on us