Scream too bright, writing on the subway Standing on the L, couldn't sit in my skirt 4am alarm, chasing down my Fridays City shift done, then I head to the studio That was my lifeline, second wind baselines You couldn't stop me, sleeping on the train It's my house, bad timing Now dumb luck, everything aligning High risk, just an apparition Most of my youth Cannonball into the coffin And then wake up for school Cause I knew who I was All those nights, I knew who I was Am I premonition right? Damn right Now look at me now Look at me now Always kinda knew it deep down Back when dad sold the house When I almost left town, I done figured *** out Look at me now No option, I made it happen No choice, I was made to have it Yeah, look at me now Look at me now Look at me now Look at me now You can either play or you get played Burn through tires on a quick chase It's been a few years since a sick day It's been a few years on the long game Grew up with a chip on my shoulder Talking to no one Underestimated, both shoulders are cold ones I was plotting ***, you were cracking a cold one Takes one to know one High risk, just an apparition Most of my youth Cannonball into the coffin And then wake up for school Cause I knew who I was All those nights, I knew who I was Am I premonition right? Damn right Now look at me now Look at me now Always kinda knew it deep down Back when dad sold the house When I almost left town, I done figured *** out Look at me now No option, I made it happen No choice, I was made to have it Yeah, look at me now Look at me now Look at me now Look at me now I done figured *** out Look at me now No option, I made it happen No choice, I was made to have it Yeah, look at me now