Broken pieces,
sweaty palms
Left my body,
can't feel my arms
Cloudy vision,
shattered windows
Time is precious,
so take it slow
Everybody thinks it's easy, but it's not
Inside my head,
my thoughts come from a gun I'm saying this just to let someone know
That the way I am is not something
I chose It's not something I chose,
it's not something I chose
It
was slow motion before my eyes
I'm still damaged and I'm not surprised
Medicaid,
diagnosed
Who's the real me?
I don't know
Everybody thinks it's easy,
but it's not Inside my head,
my thoughts come from a gun
I'm saying this just to let someone know
That the way I am is not something I chose
It's not something I chose,
it's not something I chose
Breathe in heavy,
take it slow Inhale, exhale,
it's all I know
Wash my mouth out when I give in My
thoughts are heavy from all your sins
Breathe in heavy,
take it slow Inhale, exhale,
it's all I know
Wash my mouth out and dry my eyes I'm still damaged,
I'm not surprised
I'm not surprised
Everybody thinks it's easy,
but it's not Inside my head,
my thoughts come from a gun
I'm saying this just to let someone know
That the way I am is not something I chose
It's not something I chose,
it's not something I chose
You did the wrong thing and you did it right
Now I think about it every damn night
Eternal damage from head to toe
But the way I am is not something I chose