I'm obsessed, thinking about you every single time I'm on a string
You hold while you're pulling on my mind
Reminding me not to go, but I jump and win the ride
Through the night, we roll on into suicide
And I ain't lost, I didn't see it
Still alive, still alive
I'm out of season, still alive
I got lost, still alive
But I'm still alive, lost at sea
Still alive, but I'm still alive
It must mean something to you to be standing all alone
A heartless soul versus a heart too big to hold
Cold to the touch, frozen to the bone
We know that time has come to return alone
And even though I know it's you, you're holding me
Back
Back from where I'm supposed to be
I don't blame you, I blame myself
Most of the time
Even though I know it's you, you're holding me
Back from where I'm supposed to be
I don't blame you, I blame myself
Most of the time
Don't go breaking me to pieces
You know I'm in your reaches
Just not fair
Call all your shots
Emptiness, weakness
Most of your feasts
Time to eat on me
But it's just not fair
Don't go breaking me to pieces
You know I'm in your reaches
Just not fair
Call all your shots
Now I'm just a weakness
Most of the time
Feast is time to eat on me
But it's just not fair
I'm a mess
A drunken heap upon the dirt floor
I bleed and heart no matter how hard I try
Who will know more?
Broken dreams, forever lost
There's no turning back
My guilty mind
Always ready to attack
And I am lost
Out of deceiving
Still alive, I'm still alive
I'm out of deceiving
Still alive, see I've got lost
Still alive, yeah but I'm still alive
Lost Let's see, yeah, still alive
Yeah, but I'm still alive
See I've got lost
Out of deceiving
Still alive
Still alive
Out of deceiving
Still alive, see I've got lost
I'm out of deceiving
I'm long, I'm still alive.
© transcript Emily Beynon