Sexual tension, lust for a lot of women Was it just good fun or maybe an addiction? Tryin' not to make decisions while I'm sippin' As I know the consequences, relationships from the past that never get rekindled It's sad cause I was movin' too fast to remember No break paths, this ain't accidental My s*** get bad, just gotta continue My pops mad cause I didn't wanna live with him My mom stressin' cause my older sister transgender So I was plottin' on some things that was monumental But I ain't know about the demons that was at the center The circumstances I came up, they was detrimental But I was right there signin' up to represent them For all the s*** I did, I hope that I'll be forgiven I try to smile through the pain, but I still feel it Nobody knows you like I do And I care for you You say that you love me the way I love you You know that I love you, I love you Oh, oh Did me dirty, that's s*** that I gotta live with Thought they'd always keep it real, they obviously didn't Smile in my face, my back stick the knife right in it Thought they meant what they was sayin', they was just pretendin' Didn't know they'd take they chance soon as they get it Didn't know they'd turn they back on me, but they did it They turned on me like the hands on the clock for minutes I'm paranoid cause I felt like a target winner Smoked my mind so it made my subconscious bigger Got complexes that I didn't know I'd develop Dark places in my mind I don't wanna visit What I've been through I wouldn't want no one to deal with Like both parents have to pick which one to live with Been growin' up with a misunderstood sibling If you don't know what I know, you don't know the feeling Nobody knows you like I do And I care for you You know that I care You say that you love me the way I love you You know that I love you You know that I care And I'll be right there No one knows you, no one knows you, no one knows you like I do No one knows you, no one knows you, no one knows you like I do No one knows you, no one knows you, no one knows you like I do No one knows you, no one knows you, like I do