I am not the best version of myself Never will I be I'm expecting less and less Always on a test While exploring life Left out in the cold I'm getting real more and more All the broken hearts Out there swimming in the river of love Please keep breathing Soon it's gonna be better I don't know how to deal With everything that comes my way I'm deeply sad I want all this to go away No matter what No matter what No matter what No matter what I know it's all in my head I know it will always be I know that I don't know I'm just being me I'm naturally lonely Easily destroyed I'm easily broken I am against me All the broken hearts Out there swimming in the river of love Please keep breathing Soon it's gonna be better I don't know how to deal With everything that comes my way I'm deeply sad I want all this to go away No matter what No matter what No matter what No matter what Soon it's gonna be better