I don't know why I wasn't happy when I won the first prize. Because it wasn't what I wanted. It's boring. I can't catch up with everything. Interesting things are boring. That, this, and you. It's not enough. It's not enough. I'm getting more and more things I want. If I get scared, I'll want the next one again. If I get it, I'll want the next one again. I'm always empty in the middle. It's painful. I can't live with greed. It's not enough. It's not enough. I can't fill this happiness. Everyone's lying, aren't they? Everyone's forcing themselves to laugh, aren't they? If that's not the case, then I... I... I want to go crazy. Everyone's like this. I wonder if you're filling it with your body weight. I can't laugh at all. Your jokes are boring. I'm about to cry. I can't stand it. I want you to understand. It's not funny at all. It's not funny at all. It's not funny at all. It's not funny at all. I don't even know what I really want. I don't know. That's why I'm sure I won't be satisfied. No, no, no, no. You're all lying, aren't you? Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. You don't know yourself, do you? Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. You're all lying, aren't you? Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. You're all lying, aren't you? Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Isn't that right? I'm... I'm... It's no use being told I'm crazy. I just want to say it anyway. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.