Some days when I'm down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore I finally came back home because I wanted to see what's changed And when I realized everyone's gone but I still feel the same I wasn't meant to be this bored at nineteen My friend lived next to me, now she won't wanna see Me look differently now that I'm nineteen And now I wish that I could tell all my ex jobs in retail That I should've stayed at work cause of the A-levels I failed My cousin just told me that my favourite shop shut down And my other one just told me that I've always got a phone My mind's alone because I'm alone I wasn't meant to be this bored at nineteen My friend lived next to me, now she won't wanna see Me look differently now that I'm nineteen Thanks for watching!