I'm too emotional,I have to let you goI haven't cleaned my room since last time you came homeAnd every day that passes by makes it so much harder to enjoy my lifeThough it's part of growing older,I'm sleeping with the lights offIt's better if I'm blind so I can get you off my mindCause every time I see you smile,I die a little bitI heard that you've been doing well,I wonder who you're withI pretend I don't care,tell myself you're right hereIt's nothing but a nightmare,nightmareBut every time I see those eyes,I wonder if you know you're keeping me up late at nightI don't know where to go,I pretend I don't careTell myself you're right here,it's nothing but a nightmare,nightmareI'm too impulsive,I didn't mean to call againI wasn't thinking straight last night at 3amI've been having trouble trying to fall asleepMelatonin by my side but my will is weakKeeping notions that I'm flying up so I don't needMedicated remedies, quat-benzodiazepinesEvery time I see you smile,I die a little bitHeard that you've been doing well,I wonder who you're withI pretend I don't care,tell myself you're right hereIt's nothing but a nightmare,nightmareBut every time I see those eyesI wonder if you know you're keeping me up late at nightI don't know where to go,I pretend I don't careTell myself you're right hereIt's nothing but a nightmare,nightmareWhydo I try?I don't know why I wanna fall in loveI wanna die every time I see you but I knowFeelin' the fire, surrounded by the nights we had, it's not enoughI don't know why,pretend I'm alright butI can't pretend when I see you smile,I die a little bitHeard that you've been doing well,I wonder who you're withI pretend I don't care,I tell myself you're right hereIt's nothing but a nightmare,nightmareBut every time I see those eyesI wonder if you know you keep me up late at nightI don't know where to go,I pretend I don't careI tell myself you're right hereIt's nothing but a nightmare,nightmareEvery time I see you smileI die a little bitHeard that you've been doing wellI wonder who you're withI pretend I don't careI tell myself you're right hereIt's nothing but a nightmare,nightmareBut every time I see those eyesI wonder if you know you're keeping me up late at nightI don't know where to go,I pretend I don't careI tell myself you're right hereIt's nothing but a nightmare,nightmare