He helped me change a tire in the Citgo parking lotHe said we both could use a beer And I said, hell, why not?It started out as one night Turned to six months just like thatHe never had a ring on So I never thought to askBut then last night I saw a message on his phoneIt said, hey babe, what time you comin' home?I never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myselfI thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody elseAnd being the other one when there's another oneGod, this feels like hellI thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tellI never wanted to be that girlI've heard about those women who didn't have a clueThe ones who made excuses like my mama used to doAnd he jumps in the shower just as soon as he gets homeAnd I'll spend half an hour going through his phoneI never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myselfI thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody elseAnd being the other one when there's another oneGod, this feels like hellI thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tellI never wanted to be that girlOh, and I feel stupid, I feel cheapI feel used, I feel weakI never wanted to be that girl I never wanted to hate myselfI thought this kind of lonely only happens to somebody elseAnd being the other one when there's another oneGod, this feels like hellI thought I knew who I was But it's getting hard to tellI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girl