It's just a night, just a beautiful world Don't look at me, I think about murder I think about the path that we should go I think about death, I never spray down I never spray down, I never spray down It's tough to feel myself panic again When all the blood rushes to my head My heart has stopped and fallen to the ground But I have myself a little breakdown I never spray down, I never spray down You say you love me but you still love me I guess that's why I hate myself You say it's over but you're still calling I guess that's why I live in hell My life has been *** up Please stop wasting all my thoughts I don't have, please let me go I can't go, I'm going to break down My life has been *** up Please stop wasting all my thoughts I don't have, please let me go I can't go, I'm going to break down Let me down, let me down, let me down You say you love me but you still love me I guess that's why I hate myself You say it's over but you're still calling I guess that's why I live in hell You say it's over but you're still calling I guess that's why I live in hell You say you love me but you still love me I guess that's why I hate myself You say it's over but you're still calling I guess that's why I live in hell I guess that's why I live in hell My life has been *** up Please stop wasting all my thoughts I don't have, please let me go I can't go, I'm going to break down Let me down, let me down, let me down