Sometimes I be wishin' all back to my old lifeI know you been hurtin', I know I ain't try to tell you things be all rightIf I die right now, would you even care what you try to say in my life?I know I went down for you, but I promise I care for youI got you, it's all rightIt was so hard when you stuck in them trenches if I didn't have it, I had to go get itThey tell me one day I'ma make it, but out of this, I know God ain't forgivin'So I'm stuck in this lifestyle, need my own friends right nowAnd I know that we cut each other so deep, but I still need you right nowYou said you loved me, you didn't, you said forever I missAnd I just keep thinkin' one day we gon' break upWe gon' fix it, but I know the feeling's missin'And I would let it get this farI wanna leave you, but I need you, cause I love too hardEverything was perfect, was it worth it? You made us fall apartNever trust a soul, all of my feelings goneThey say that they got me, I know that they don'tSaid they gon' be here, but they won'tI gave them all, I took a few L'sMy brother died for them shells, wish I could bring them back and take myselfI wishin' that it was the way it used to beAin't had to worry about all of this fate, Lord, it's so new to meI was down when nobody wasAnd this what you do to meShould've peed out of bad vibesAnd I know we had bad times, but you can't keep foolin' meSometimes I be wishin' all back to my old lifeI know you been hurtin', I know I ain't gotta tell you things be alrightIf I die right now, would you even care?Would you try to save my life?I know I went down for you, but I promise I care for youI got you, it's alrightIt was so hard, we was stuck in them trenchesIf I didn't have it, I had to go get itThey tell me one day I'ma make it, but out of this *, I know God ain't forgivin'So stuck in this lifestyle, need my own friends right nowAnd I know that we cut each other so deep, but I still need you right nowEveryone counted me out, I was down, I was out, you was right along with himTryna figure it out, I ain't fit in, needed to vent, couldn't call you to listenLeft live scars on my heart, told you my love was hard from the startFrom the start, I was choppin' all cards, where was love when I had it hard?I've been at it all day, choppin' till it's all straightHe took a shot of metal to the face, this 40 gon' rock a fella like JayTalkin' about love, you lied to my face, soTryna tell me what I needed, yeah, what I needed, here's the truthWhen I couldn't see him, he get up and goFrom you, tell me you done with me and I'm throughAnd I know it be toxic, but I just can't stop itSo I'm just keep draggin' me into youAnd I know it be toxic, but I just can't stop itSo I'm just keep draggin' me into youSometimes I be wishin' on back to my old lifeI know you been hurt, and I know I ain't there to tell you things be alrightIf I'm down right now, would you even care? Would you try to save my life?I know I went down for you, but I promise I care for youI got you, it's alrightYou were so hard, you stuck in them trenchesIf I didn't have you, I wouldn't be hereIf I didn't have you, I had to go get itThey told me one day I'ma make it, but out of this *, I know God ain't forgivin'So stuck in this lifestyle, need my own friends right nowAnd I know that we cut each other so deep, but I still need you right now