A, Z, G
Out of nowhere, my mentality gone low
My mind is slow, what just happened?
There's a mixture of stress
Till I wanna kill myself
I'm dying, even went to worse
I just had a thought so crazy
Just had to relate
I was told to be alright
Actually, it's just no fun
Take the dime and slash my hand
I've been scratched off the limit
Over and over again
I want to take the dime, stab my stomach
Take the gun, shoot my head
Too much, I can't take it
Negative thoughts, suicidal thoughts
It's me
L.A.J.
I just wanna jump from a high place
I dream about, I was going to die
The outcome was bad to the worst
My thoughts just came and go
I prayed two hours to save me
Read the Quran, my friends felt worried about me
They helped me in the army
I was about to finish myself in consequences
I was just freezing, let me ***
I just had to go through this
I felt empty, like the ship sank
What is going to be?
I just wanna say
Out of nowhere, my mentality gone low
My mind is slow, what just happened?
There's a mixture of stress
Till I wanna kill myself

I'm dying, even went too worse
I just had a thought so crazy
Just had to relate
I was told to be alright
Actually, it's just no one
Take the dime and slash my head
I've been scratched off the limit
Over and over again
I want to take the dime, stab my stomach
Take the gun, shoot my head
Too much, I can't take it
Negative thoughts, suicidal thoughts
It's me
I just wanna jump from a higher place
I dreamt about, I was going to die
The outcome was bad to the worst
My thoughts just came and go
Thank you.