A, Z, GOut of nowhere, my mentality gone lowMy mind is slow, what just happened?There's a mixture of stressTill I wanna kill myselfI'm dying, even went to worseI just had a thought so crazyJust had to relateI was told to be alrightActually, it's just no funTake the dime and slash my handI've been scratched off the limitOver and over againI want to take the dime, stab my stomachTake the gun, shoot my headToo much, I can't take itNegative thoughts, suicidal thoughtsIt's meL.A.J.I just wanna jump from a high placeI dream about, I was going to dieThe outcome was bad to the worstMy thoughts just came and goI prayed two hours to save meRead the Quran, my friends felt worried about meThey helped me in the armyI was about to finish myself in consequencesI was just freezing, let me ***I just had to go through thisI felt empty, like the ship sankWhat is going to be?I just wanna sayOut of nowhere, my mentality gone lowMy mind is slow, what just happened?There's a mixture of stressTill I wanna kill myselfI'm dying, even went too worseI just had a thought so crazyJust had to relateI was told to be alrightActually, it's just no oneTake the dime and slash my headI've been scratched off the limitOver and over againI want to take the dime, stab my stomachTake the gun, shoot my headToo much, I can't take itNegative thoughts, suicidal thoughtsIt's meI just wanna jump from a higher placeI dreamt about, I was going to dieThe outcome was bad to the worstMy thoughts just came and goThank you.