This is my life in a nutshell Heaven's so far away, I'm starting to love hell They know me for my talent, my talent But don't know how my pain feels These prescriptions that I feel Never made the pain heal Back in the lost and found I go, but I'm more lost than found I know I feel so cold in LA Like I'm sitting back at home, Chicago They say living's harder than dying I'm willing to gamble that Find me unresponsive in a hotel room Girl, can you handle that? Worst case scenario You'll still hear my songs on the stereo You'll still hear my name on the radio So I'll live forever, forever This is my life in a nutshell Heaven's so far away, I'm starting to love hell They know me for my talent, my talent But don't know how my pain feels These prescriptions that I feel Never made the pain heal Oh, death melodies I sing Cardiac arrest notes I hate to bring the negative vibes in the room But that's the ugly truth So much of my life and time the world's consumed I throw the deuce and *** the news On to the next chapter None of this matters I've been feeling helpless This is my life in a nutshell Heaven's so far away, I'm starting to love hell They know me for my talent, my talent But don't know how my pain feels These prescriptions that I feel Never made the pain heal So much of my life and time the world's consumed I throw the deuce and *** the news On to the next chapter