� Music Outro �The ones I loved would blame themselvesAnd wish that I'd reached out for helpAnd everybody else would tryTo analyze my suicideEverybody wants to cryAbout some famous kid that diedTonight I'll light a candleAnd fantasize my funeralAll my bitch ass enemiesWould blame themselves for killing meConfess it in a yearIn a eulogyRegret the things they said to meMy album would sell betterAnd I'd probably trend on social mediaEverybody wants to sayI just saw him the other dayPretend that they were close to meFor thoughts and prayers and sympathyEverybody wants to beBest friends with him recentlyTo seeBut tonight I'll light a candleAnd fantasize my funeralMusic Outro �I know it's not my time to goI still have so much room to growSecretly I think aboutThe people I can't live withoutThere's so much hate I wish to fightSo much here to keep myself aliveThe truth is I'm afraid of deathI know it's not my time to goI never could commit to thatWhile immigrants and refugeesWhile immigrants and refugeesRide blow-up rafts through deadly seasAnd here I am a privileged meWith no concept for sufferingI think I'll shut the * upAnd donate to a charityOh oh oh ohOh oh oh ohOh oh oh ohOh, oh, oh, ohOh, oh, oh, ohSo why don't I light a candle and end this stupid ritual?