I miss myself, I miss the game I miss not knowing this thing called painWas not afraid of anything I want my courage back againA touch, a song, a smell, a face Can take me to my darkest placeI cannot know when it will come Cause your own shadow you can't outrunI try to run, I try to breathe But I lose controlI'm lying on the floorI cannot get backOh, I don't want to learn to breathe without youDon't want to have to live without you nowIt's been a while now I'm doing fine I guess that defines what I had in mindWhen pain is all that's left behind I don't want someone else to knowBut now I knowNow I use my smile to hide This big black hole that I have insideAnd no one knows this constant race To stay away from my darkest placeI try to run, I try to breathe But I lose controlI'm lying on the floorI cannot get backOh, I don't want to learn to breathe without you nowI use my smile to hideI don't want to learn to breathe without you Don't want to have to live without youI'm lying on the floorI cannot get backOh, I don't want to learn to breathe without youI don't want to live without you nowI'm lying on the floorI cannot get backOh, I don't want to live without you nowI don't want to learn to breathe without youHow can I live without you?I'm lying on the floorI cannot get backOh, I don't want to learn to breathe without youI don't want to live without you nowI miss myselfI miss the gameI miss not knowing this thing called painI miss myselfI miss how I feelI really don't know how I'll use youI really don't know how I'll use youI don't want to alegreyou