In the last few months,
my nights have been pretty hard
I cried more from my wrists than my eyes
Oh,
those eyes
You should have watched them
Left in pieces just the way you wanted
But you were not there
I was in pain and nobody cared Hurt where people can't
see and don't wanna get to I will not lose myself,
as I've always said
I don't know what will happen next,
but I have done my best
Now it's four o'clock and I'm supposed to sleep
But these thoughts sound me like waves with a sinking ship
They are whispering a very precious lesson
You'll always have to go through hell if you want to reach heaven
I don't blame you for
not understanding I kept enough distance for me to help you
But not for you to reach me Then I bled the worst tears of my life
Tasted and bited, started feeling
just fine
No,
you're still not there I was in pain,
now I just don't care
Hurt where people
can't see and don't wanna get to
I did
not lose myself,
and I will always say I don't know what will
happen next, but I have done my best
I don't know,
I don't care I don't know, I don't care
I don't know what's next I've done my best